I am an 18-year-old girl, with a history of
depressionAdolescent depression
Bipolar disorder
Depression
Depression - elderly
Depression - resources
Depression among the elderly
Depression and heart disease
Depression and insomnia
Depression and men
Depression and the menstrual cycle
Depression in children and an
eatingAnorexia nervosa
Binge eating
Bulimia
Eating disorders - resources
Necrotizing soft tissue infection
Sweating
Sweating - absent disorderAdjustment disorder
Anorexia nervosa
Asperger syndrome
Attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (adhd)
Autism
Autoimmune disorders
Bipolar disorder
Bipolar disorder
Bleeding disorders
Borderline personality disorder
Bulimia - which has recently been brought under
control.
In the past month I have suddenly become excessively anxious about many things, especially being on my own, being attacked etc. Sometimes my
fearsFears and phobias border on the ridiculous... for example, a few days ago, I noticed an ambulance and a police car rushing to a house on my street - I concluded that there had been a murder in that house and the murderer might be coming to get me next. Now I realise that that was irrational, but at the time, I was terrified.
I have nightmares most nights, and usually wake up sweaty and very scared. I often then have trouble going
backBack pain - low
Back strain treatment to
sleepCentral sleep apnea
Drowsiness
Insomnia concerns
Irregular sleep
Irregular sleep-wake syndrome
Isolated sleep paralysis
Narcolepsy
Night terror
Obstructive sleep apnea
Polysomnography
Sleep. I have woken up in the middle of the night every night in about 3 weeks. I don't always remember what my dreams were about, but I remember being very scared.
In the day time, I am not as anxious, but I do get hyperactive. I talk a lot, usually about rubbish. I feel like I should be saying something, even if it doesn't make sense. I sometimes even feel that it isn't me saying the things that come out of my
mouthMouth sores
Oral cancer, like I have to concentrate hard to say the right things, as if I'm not controlling it.
From this, I easily slip into frustration - even
angerIslets of langerhans
Ovarian cancer dangers
Pancreatic islet cell tumor, at the slightest thing. And then
backBack pain - low
Back strain treatment, in seconds.
I see things - flashes of light, or shadows, or shapes, and when I've looked
backBack pain - low
Back strain treatment, they're gone.
I obssess about things, and blow very minor things out of proportion.
I sometimes get strange rituals into my
headHead and face reconstruction
Head injury
Head lice
Indications of head injury
Radial head injury - for example, if I'm feeling ill, I sometimes believe that if i press a certain part of my arm, I will feel better. Or i think that a certain piece of jewellery I'm wearing is bad and making me feel ill, so if i take it off, I'll feel better. I read somewhere that it is bad luck to
sleepCentral sleep apnea
Drowsiness
Insomnia concerns
Irregular sleep
Irregular sleep-wake syndrome
Isolated sleep paralysis
Narcolepsy
Night terror
Obstructive sleep apnea
Polysomnography
Sleep with your feet facing a door, and I now think that if I
sleepCentral sleep apnea
Drowsiness
Insomnia concerns
Irregular sleep
Irregular sleep-wake syndrome
Isolated sleep paralysis
Narcolepsy
Night terror
Obstructive sleep apnea
Polysomnography
Sleep with my feet facing the door - bad things will happen.
I get very worried that people close to me are going to leave me. I feel they see me as a pest, a burden. Like they are putting up with me.
Please help me.