Alprazolam (xanax) withdrawal
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Questions posted in the Mental Health forum are being answered by Dr. Roger L. Gould, author of the Mastering Stress and Depression program and affiliated with the UCLA. Department of Psychiatry. Topics covered include anger, attention deficit disorder (ADD), bipolar disorder, dementia, electroconvulsive therapy (ECT), learning disabilities, memory, obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD), panic, personality disorders, phobias, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), schizophrenia, stress, transitions, and work problems.
Jenni
Every day I have to beg myself to stay alive. I find myself taking a Xanax here and there from my very LAST prescription that I saved when I realized I would never be able to afford to go back to the doctor. SOMETIMES, I have to take 3 .5 at one time to make me think straight.
I guess I will mentally be blank for the rest of my life. I would sue the doctor who put me on them at age 13, but what good would that do? I STILL would not have my mind back. What good will the money do? I probably would not even be able to talk to a lawyer about the issue because I have a struggle making a conversation without going off the subject.
This is the worst life I ever imagined. I can't even enjoy my 2 year old son. I have to have someone stay and help me because I LITERALLY REFUSE to take my eyes off of him for one second, even when he is ASLEEP.
WHAT DO I DO? Do I just mentally keep deteriorating?
I wished when the Doctor started me on these and doesn't blink an eye when I need a refill(90 pills at a time)that he would have told me the downside to these, I know I am mentally addicted, and probably physically also with how I feel when I try not to take them.